Never thought i would say this: Sometimes i wish to re-live the past so that the present would not be like this. Yet i know we have to look forward into the future, for the future holds wonders of the past.

Work Work. Awesome. But was it the right decision? i have been asking myself this question over and over this whole week. I dont know the answer to it. Truthfully speaking i felt like i have been reminded to make the right decisions and scolded for making the wrong decisions this enitre week.

Hockey Polites coming, and im not ready. Fullstop. nothing to say about it. Can win then win. I must say though, i dont deserve to be in the team this year.

Before the holidays end i want to compose a song. Just once more if possible. If not after my O levels. There is an urge to pen my thoughts to sing out what i feel, but everytime i go home all i could think about is of this popping image in my mind. and my mind will grow tired from wondering. Well i have made my point across i jsut have to be patient and wait. for a pebble thrown into the river makes ripples and i hope it will create a wave from it. A postive one.