Today was a mess, but things turned out okay after that.Thank you God

Had a splitting headache during IT lesson. Could not focus much...slept through Hazel's presentation...SORRY GIRL!!! really feel bad!

Head still feel tipsy when i went to get the locks and chains. SO EXPENSIVE CAN! One lock 8.70! Crazy! Took me 30mins to find a harware store in Clementi then had to draw money then pay..hahah! should have drawn money first.
Felt accomplish after buying the stuff! heehee(: and after collecting the water dispenser, even happier. Then Completed F&B Notes...EVEN BETTER!

Life just gets better! (:

During a storm, everything is wet and in a mess. After a storm everything looks down and depressed. But what we fail to realise is that the sun shines brighter on us than it did before the storm. Something worth thinking about.

I did not treasure what we had, my friends, and only now i see my mistake..terribly sorry.

Suddenly feel like talking but no one to talk to...no...more of like waiting for somebody to talk to..hahahha!
Need to study!!!

This week, hectic, next week would be the same...seriously wishing for JULY! by then even TP test would be over! cant wait!

Okay camp, run, dispenser, guitar, studies...so many things on my mind but only one thing is occupying half of my mind (; hahah (:

Loving my life!

Verse:
Thinking of the times i spent with you
Memories and moments I wish I could re-live
I am blessed to have a friend like you
The feeling when i'm with you is happiness to me

Pre-Chorus:
and i know you'll be there, when i'm in need

Chorus:
You are the Rare Perfection
With you there's completion
It's just like reunion
of two parts of me

You spiced up my life
I feel so alive
Its moments like these
I cherish in my heart.

(like the lyrics? dont like tell me) (:

Day is not over! so i am going to get up and try to start over.

Taken from Naiy

"It’s the people you hug and never want to let go. The people you haven’t seen in years but they haven’t changed at all. The people who give you more to you than you give to them. The people who truly understand who you are. The people you cry about. The ones you live for. It’s the people in your photographs with genuine light shining through their eyes and smile. The people who take your breath away."

i cant even reply properly, i cant think straight, i just dont wanna talk about it.

We should never ever dwell on the unhappiness that happened to you, the bad things that happened in the day. if you do..you would have a splitting headache, a bad temper, a fatigue body and malfunctioning brain.


Nothing seems to make me really joyously happy today, i put on a mask to hide the anger. But i dont wanna talk about it already...i trouble too many ppl today.
ARGH!

work is piling even higher...stress level increasing but sigh... thats poly life studying events! hahahah
Going to strive hard this last year. Saw the seniors graduate and i'm motivated to do better in my studies! i must!

EXAMS in 3 more weeks! Jia you to all!




Its finally out of me.
Relaxed.
I'm contented with the way it is, dont want it to change.

I'm going to stop chasing something i can't get. Its over.

I am in a terrible mood here!
I dont care WHO reads this! I really dont!

READ IF YOU DARE!


Whats with you? Cannot even be friends? Cannot accept a gift...a birthday gift to you? Cannot even go out with you...always say you cannot make it...
You cannot make it or not allowed to go out with me anymore? You know sometimes i dont know what to do...its so one-sided. We, over here want to stay as friends wanna be there for you guys if you need our help. but you started distancing yourself from us, thats why we dont want to go for any sharings any more. We were pushed aside. Once we are out from there we see how WE have all been acting around ppl. NOW we cant even talk to you like we did before. I dont even see you anymore!

ACCEPTANCE isnt that what you talk about. DONT hold Grudges? So whats up with you!?!??!? Adelia saw you yesterday and you clam up..as if she was going to EAT, DEVOUR and CHOMP you up! seriously???

All the Bad words i can think off wants to come out from my mouth right now. I will rmb this action you have done. Its now a scar in my memory.

TEO ZHI KAI!!!!!!

how could you post such a thing!!!!!
Thing of ways to market SP_ABE leh!!!!
Desperate on that!
HELP!!!


Zhi Kai: someone whio turns RED easily!!!!!
: Someone who is damn irritating
: anything but handsome and good-looking
: WOW factor ...if you know waht i mean...hahahahahhahah

MARY!!! : someone who is SUPER ANNOYING!
: her hair is shaved on one side
: Someone who is anything but gorgeous and pretty
: Eating ketchup with fries is her THING! watch her woof them down Man!

hahahah....result from being bored during tutorial...

HIHIHIHIHIHIHII!


I AM ABIGAIL TAN.
AGE OF 19!
SHORT HAIR. YUPP.

WHAT MORE COULD I SAY ?

SO... DATE ME PLEASE.

I AM DESPERATE ~

a quick post

After today's training, i suddenly feel like i am not doing a good job as captain. i feel like i cant talk to the team properly..usually zu does it better. I cant take care of them properly, i cant train them properly. I cant meet their needs and requirements. HOW!?!

plus right now..its building up..the feeling of being alone again. why do i always feel this way. I hate it. but i guess some things in my life just would not change. i miss st nicks days. what they said was true...the atmosphere and environment cultivated there has not prepared us for the world outside of sng.

oh wells...time to get my work started.

Having a little headache.
dont know what to think
know i have loads of things to do but dont know how to start.
HELP!
stress is pouring in...being captain for hockey, driving test in july, fyp, school work. i just wanna relax, but that cant happen anytime soon....

its up for those who wanna watch.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uG00fhd6mUQ

i shy though.

If there's one thing in this world that I know it's true
It's the love that I'm feeling when I'm thinking of you
No ocean, no mountain can keep us apart
'Cause no one can take away someone who lives in your heartue

All of our hopes and our dreams are alive
I'll carry you through to distance and time
Nothing in this world can keep us apart
No one can take away someone who lives in your heart

Someone who lives in your heart by All-4-one
Love this song! (: gonna play it

I am on air yet I planted my feet down and dont want to let go.
Being indecisive of my actions this few days.
Weird.

Today was one of those boring days with lecture and tutorial presentation. Nothing much beside meeting up with amelia and going to see fel and her family. Other then that, i am feeling super tired and poofed from i dunno what. Someone said is by training too hard, but i did not even put 100% into traning yesterday. see how. lar, tmr got tuition, floorball and guitar lesson.


Hope you are feeling better
I dont really know what to say
Quiet cos i was tired but thats not the only thing
I was just happy and shy at the same time
hope you understand

I want to make you happy
i dont know what to do
tell me...

I think i messed it up.
I think its not the time.
It seems the time will never come.
am i being pessimistic?
i suddenly cant say i love you.
it seems that all i once said and felt is gone.
it seems that you are far.

where are you?

(I was frustrated with you, but now i think i just dont care!)

Lyrics of my song Zero without you. Tell me waht you think (:

ZERO, WITHOUT YOU

VERSE 1:
Empty inside
a black hole within me
Sucking my mind
into a whirlpool of fear

with you beside me
i find my strength again
to fight this war
to fight this war again

ohh....

CHORUS:
I'm Zero, wihtout you
I'm Zero, without you
There's a gaping hole in me
and nothing can fill its place

I'm Zero, without you
I'm Zero, without you
There is nothing great about me
Unless there is you in me
unless there is you in me.

VERSE 2:
Desperate at times
not knowing what to do
Blank in my mind
so i'm calling for you

Cos i Know you'll be there
regardless of who i've become
you'll be there
waiting with open arms

Want to know what happen yesterday!!!!>????! hahah

I WENT TO UNIVERSAL STUDIOS SINGAPORE!!
it was super fun!nobody could spoil my day! (:

Had fellowship day(morning) with the choir folks! The legendary Beehoon-mee for breakfast. I manage to eat most of my noodles but not the ingredients. At 10 plus, i left for vivo with marcus' family, cheryl joy and my family.

We decided to walk across the bridge to sentosa...fun walk...talking crap on whether there was a whirlpool in singapore. hahha

Once we were in the adults and gwen went for the roller coaster ride called enchnted airways. where joy, adelia, marcus and me went on the canopy flyer. Had a 60 minutes wait..entertained ourselves by playing some number game. hahha i;m bad at it. On the ride we had our backs facing the front so we could not see where we are going so it was totally great feel the first time we sat on it! haha

Found out later, gwen fainted during the wait.(for all who dont know, gwen is a special needs kid) Their SOP was bad so mum manage to talk talk talk say say say and we got EXPRESS PASSES FOR 9!!! (: hahah AWESOME!

later on went on the Rapids Adventure and we got stuck half way during the ride. Got satuck in the dark tunnel! hahahah! 'sorry ladies and gentleman, we are experiencing some technical difficulties..pls wait for further instructions!' hahaha (: so experiencial.

later went to the mummy ride..oph my gosh....SUPER FUN!! WENT ON IT LIKE TWICE! wicked ride!
later we went back to the rapids adventure and tried...this time it worked thus i got SOAKED! probability of getting wet is 3 out of 9. probability of getting entirely soaked is 1 out of 3. I'm that 1! Freaking cold lar, after that!

oh wells, all in all! had super fun time with family and friends! (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELIA< HOPE YOU HAD AN AWESOME DAY TOO! (: LOVE YOU!!
ate at Mel's then left! hahah

Agenda for today...

Tuition 10.30 -12
Church Meeting 12.30 - 2.30/3
Guitar lesson 5.30 - 7

So how am i going to spend my free time from 3- 5.30????

I think i may just hang arounnd novena...see what there is to do..

i just ate a bite of bread and stomach turned 180 degrees. seriously, cant my tummy give me a break for a day!!!


But drenched in vanilla twilight
i'll sit on the front porch all night
waist deep in thought because when i think of you i dont feel so alone

as many times as i blink
i'll think of you tonight
i'll think of you tonight

-vanilla twilight : Owl City-

Beautiful song (: I am going to make myself learn the song on the keyboard and guitar! (: next time will play for those who wanna hear(: