im sick today. sian
oh wells..got some things done, so pretty proud of myself.
yesterday mum was at the hospital so glad she is finally discharged...she had her op at like 2 am. those who knew me at sec 2 would know i used to have a bump on my neck...it was heridertry(dunno how to spell)..my mum has onw too, but hers grew back so she had to go for op again. whoa.
glad it is over anyway.

haha
on the fifth day of christmas my truw love gave to me...5 golden rings......yesterday karol was like singing and singing and singing. hhah. now its stuck in my head.
yay! just cut my hair. merry christmas everyone...and a happy new year! 2009! my goal for the new year to get gpa of at least 3.0! :) wish me all the best :)

Christmas is nearing...now im feeling christmassy...but i still want more of it. i wonder is it because i feel very ultra busy these days. its really tough to get everything done. Christams picnic games, the carolling, the new level at centre, new tuition, no hockey trainings, the projects and the christmas presents.

seriously this is the busiest christmas season i ever had....i think cos last time i was at missionary trips i dont really rmb bout having so many things in mind.

bav just msged yesterdy about no hockey teinings of the whole next term, seriously, i feel like quiting hockey. but i cant join floorball as trainings are on saturdays. i feel so lost without hockey...and no fun. i really dont like that feeling. hockey has become my friend, and love but cos of this i cant continue having the same feeling i had in playing hockey then it was in st nicks. sometimes i wonder if joining the national team would have helped me. if i had just stayed on for trainings when i was p6. ...if i had just gone and join SRC on sec 2. all the IFs comes out. it seems everything i have loved and cared for seems to fade away.

ok enough of these, i just wanna relax this hols, but dont really get it. oh wells!

lets think posititve.

losing the spirit i had in st nicks but i must bring it back! :)

anyway next year starting buddign group but no one seems to wanna join, phat. am i that bad. dotn wanna talk about it alr. just wanna think of christmas! ! ! haooy haoot season

im dreming of a white christmas.....

this year dont feel christmasyy. projects and other stuff to rush. oh wells just hope i can finish all presents :)
hahah
jolly christams to all.

Projects many many--
feel like crashing down cos of all the work to do
report and projects, there's just so many to do. really pretty irritating cos my hols dont seem like hols. went back to school, yesterday and today...and again next monday. tiring. christmas presents are not done either!!! how??! feel like i got no time. oh wells....so many things to do so little time help!

there is a new song in my heart! cant wait to share. :)

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ahem!
attention readers,
i have no idea what i am doing with my holidays. days seemt o past with every passing second(minute/hour/day...whatever you wish to call it). i feel so tired and not feeling the hols. i think its not having missionary trips that lacks the excitment. i wonder....
i really miss missionary trips, its like a get-away time for me. a time to reflect too. and time to be really the wholesome Me. it feels good. lile a good bonding session for me with my mum and sister and cousins. time to rock out to the music too. \
currently knowing how to play the keyboard and the bass guitar im trying to learn to play the guitar too :) yueying plays really well on the guitar. she teaches good too. im learning slowly though..haha.
seriously i think my cousins and my sis are really cool....sinying plays the bass guitar, yueying plays the guitar(moving on to the lead guitar), zhiyang plays the drum..he is drummer boy(haha), my sis is really good with the tambourine the rhythum in her allows her to be taleneted in playing the grums too. we form a band!..and we all can sing....(for me..to a certain extend). hahah. family band! yay! of course in the group their are my other friends who play these instruments too...

the list goes like this zhiyang, adelia, peiyi, cassandra and marcus---DRUM
my mum, my aunt, cheryl jag, peiqi and me---KEYBOARD
sinying, yueying and me---BASS GUITAR
my aunt, uncle raymond and yueying ( and sometimes my uncle, ah deo. too..he is awesome on the guitar)---GUITAR

so far we only got this 4 main instruments. haha. a little promo. we will all be carolling at hougang mall this saturday and sunday 7.30pm, we would have my mum on the keyboard, yueying on the guitar. dont miss it. we would also be selling gifts for christmas presents. they are really lovely...mostly done by my mum, cheryl joy and sinying....and the team too. im not included..hahah. hope to see you there.

ok end of promotion. woots, tmr is hockey day! so looking forward to it. yesterday ishak andry..only 4 girls turn up for training...the day before only Zu turned up. im rusty with my skills..seriously need brushing up. so decidded this saturday get up early and train drills and fitness. and i think i need a new hockey stick...my stick crack pretty badly on the head. oh wells...when POL-ITES near then think about it! :) oh ya hockey tmr! :)

another day just spent like that--went to cath high discussion, in-charge of games and got to contact the guys for their whole planning thing. just sat there and listened..really bored me a little, cos i cant contribute...but oh wells, i can leave those ideas for next time :) CHristmas season ought to be jolly...dont feel it now, just feel sian. i dunnno why. i feel like i lost the christmas spirit. hope it will be back in me soon.

PROJECTS OVERLOADED! - 2 projects to do...both to be handed in on the 1st week of school reopening(29th dec) *crys* tough can....today afternoon went to the library to borrow books for research on stage lighting. it is pretty interesting but seriously tiring to read all the facts and stuff. wanna sleep and give up, but kept telling myself today i got to think positive, feel positive! :) self-motivation..heehee:)

ellipsoidal reflector spotlight-profile spotlight-floodlights.....whoa, i think next time i can become pro in spotlights..im gonna read more on these...though i am more into sound engineering then light engineering, i wanna one day master this two modules or profession(whatever you call it) it is really cool.

alright got to continue reading those books and doing research for AVS project. :)

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oh yesh! there is like the word happiness writen all over my face. im so glad tests are over. yayayayayayyyayayayayay! 3 cheers for holidays!
i started thinking what i should do during the holidays, hmm...go out, hang out, sleep, play, exercise, sleep, eat, do church(clouds) stuff....anything else.

who wanna go out with me!!!...im booked by my mum mostly though...hahahh.
oh wells...playing hockey on friday with juniors...anyone interested to join my team?!..i need ppl. :) estee is going to japan then. im happy and really excited for friday. i will also be having carolling at hougang mall for a few days, come see me sing! hahah
i wanna go out, go out, go out!!
have fun have fun have fun!...
but i do have projects to complete though. AVS project..doing on lighting and presentation adn report on the first week. my GEMs too...Enterprise Resource Planning (its a pretty cool module) my team members got to sketch a 3D drawing and do a BOM structure..whoa tough can! plus need report and presentation too. hahha.
but all these aside i just wanna relax!
:)

christmas season is here..this is my favourite festive season and my most enjoyed period of the year. i feel so joyful and this period of the year...must be the weather....hahah. i think its because of the joyous atmosphere created. how cool the days where everyone you see seems to be sucked up into this happy season's atmosphere. :D

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
where were you when i need you?!
stressing out now but you are not there
seriously, why when i care for you, you just take it and leave me stranded!


sorry, just need to shout it out when i feel terrible, i think i have terrible mood swings
im angry and i just cant say why...seriously anger in me. i need to get it out, and just walk away from it.
study abby study-

came back from camp yesterday, so no time to study so better start studying alr. just a short note on how the camp was. The camp was fun but seriously stressed out at times. was a boy's camp to turn this boys into men. theme of camp...Are You Man Enough...they are cool, those participants..hope i'll see them again. :) see you got to study.