woohoo..abby high last night. I went out with estee, oh so cool to finally catch up with her. have been like ages seen i hae seen her. she is dark estee now, hahah. and she said my face lost weight, haha....got to be the braces.
hahah. went to the graduates prom night. awesomely beautiful every girl.
Me and estee said that even we did not da ban that well for our prom compared to these girls.
met elaine and shi ai! hahah. missed them so much- decided i got to plan for class gathereing, they claimed that im in events management what-haha. ok so i got a task to do.
Enjoyed the night seeing and talking to the teachers and juniors...and taking lots of photos.(anybody still wanna take photo with me feel free to tell me, no cost..hahah).
Estee and i were pratically not dressed for the occasion, hahah.
Congrats to all my SN juniors, you have officially been promoted to becoming Graduates of SNG. :)
Got to be studying for french test which is in 1 hours and 30 mins time. study until im exhsusted. Je suis CMI. hahha. okay. tests are next week, 3 day camp this weekend..how cool is that...it seems that im on the next level of God's faith test. Its pretty cool to know i can go through this, but i always got to get pass the fear of thinking i cant handle it. Need to really catch up with all this time management stuff. Ok, tonight do my last tutorial for econs and try to complete most of my event proposal. By the way guys, my event proposal is on SNGS Fiesta 2010..hahah. fun to do but tiring, haha. ok got to study for all tests for next week. until then :)
when times are hardi know you will be there for methank you :)
on my way home alone....When the fog is getting thickerand the path seems a blurwhere should i go oh lordwhen the times go by and i kneel to prayfeeling the pain of life..and he saysjust believe my child that i am with you alwaysfor you are my precious little childand i will protect youin the boat out at sea....when the current gets strongerand the rain starts to pourwhat do i do oh lordwhen the times go bby and i kneel to prayfeeling the pain of life..and he saysjust believe my childthat i am with you alwaysfor you are my precious childand i will protect you
the silence around me seems to tell me to shut up and listeni pricked my ear, and listen closerthere is not a soundwhere is everyonei felt lostthen i thought i heard a sound from behind the closed doorthe only door in that room that had a glowthe door of brass and the knob of ironshining brightly in the afternoon suni wonder why i have never noticed this closed doorwhat is behind this closed door, is it locked, can i open it.curiousity kicks in, and like a spy i looked through the keyholea place i never knewa place so foreignbut all those insidewere so sofamiliarthen it hit me, like a 180 miles per hour rock that hit my headand i realised, there was something i have to dosomething i did not want to do, but know i got to doand i walked away, ready to get this thing donebefore it is past my turn, and given to someone elseI know,you know
Just read a max lucado book, not done with it though...title is Facing your giant. its a pretty good book. Its all about learning from David the shepeard boy who became the king of Israel! He never give up. today i read a chapter about the word 'nevertheless', how we can block out the negative coments from our mockers and listen to what God the Holy Spirit is telling you from deep within. Only when we block these discouragement and negative thoughts will we find the strength to do on with what we are to do. The strength to never give up! but again everything has a choice, we can choose to block the discouraging words or we could stash them aside, your choice. :)
today im home the whole day till night. did not go school cos of my nose, not feeling any better yet. but through prayer i will get better! :) thanks ah leii. haha. oh wells but i am just glad i did not waste my day away, i got up and studied at 10 plus, all the way to 2pm(econs). packed my stuff and rest after that. night went to see the doc, he talked alot! but yea, back to eating medicine :(
hope tmr can go school, i dont like to miss lesson though i like to not go to school..hahah. okay anyway...i feel tied up at the moment with so many things to complete and study. Got to find time to study. The list of things i got to do according to piority...french, event proposal, econs journal, autocad, econs, audio visual and project management....then still got gifts to do. yikes! have not even asked my mum about some stuff! ... okie dokes, this week is gonna be tiring, butin God i trust..he will make a way! yay!
Jesus take the wheeltake it from my handsi cant do this on my owni wanna let it gojust give me one more chanceand save me from this road i'm onfrom this road im onJesus take the wheel- -He is my Driver
Today is sick sick sick..i mean i got sinus(flu). Used up like 3 full packets of tissue paper, blow blow blow till my nose feels raw. oh! tmr got presentation and got that AVS work to hand in, better make myself go to school somehow despite my nose.
Tests are near! next week got french test and the Event proposal to hand in to the teacher..thats alot! ahhh! i better get started soon!
for now trainings are on hold so i guess that will help. but i will still do exercise! really i love to exercise these few days..i think im weird. :) haha i think i kenna influenced.
i got to plan camp ar...make me feel so busy...plus plan for guys somemore, so not me but yea im sure its gonna be fun! will be having brian kor kor, yan yun jie jie, peiyi, sinying, joy and the clouds adults its gonna be fun!...and if im not wrong its no mei mei....i will miss my mei...(im sure, i think) :) haha. okay. i love my mei mei!
when times are bad and going down
pick yourself up and just move on
keep moving forward with the help of my hand
and tell yourself to never ever give up
the finshing line is there, not very far
i'll run with you till the very end
reach a little further and you will be there
with friends around you will get there :)
my family and friends are my greatest blessings of all
they clogged up the slide! hahah...i was the phtographer! the 2nd pic was them crawling down the slide haha.
had to take many pics before getting this perfect pic marcus chow! hahha
i wanna eat ice cream! im craving for it now...reminds me of cookie monster who craves for cookies. haha. Yesterday played hockey in the rain! woo hoo! so fun! we beat Jurong west sec...but i must say it was an unfair game..hahha. But i had fun! today felt chilly thought i was gonna be down with flu again! hate it when i feel like that...plus the whole day was cold!
Today im rushing my ecoins journal, which my whole class dread to do and the cover page cum report thing for my GEMs! really tired but alright.
today is the end of Os! not like it has anything to do with me. but...WELL DONE GUYS< YOU MADE IT THROUGH! hahah...i love that msg i sent out to you guys! better start finishing off my work...Elasticity, Market Equilibrium....SERIOUSLY ITS ECONS...HELP!!!
tick goes the clock in the living room
tock goes the watch in my study room
ring and its the begining of another day
how short is our night, how fast it is dawn,
everything so fast, so short the time
i got lost, not knowing what to do
the days woosh by like a silent typhoon
thus i told myself that my days be spent to the max..
and have fun all the way
abby is having enjoying life for now, are you?
Tired! today back from training! hahah, training was tough but great! had fun! tmr still got friendly...yay! oh not done with french work yet...hmm now is 12 plus so ya im still talking about 11th nov by the way. anyway..today was like a blast! hahha
okay ppl out there...i wont be writing as much now, got to concentrate on studies. this terms term tests are gonna be tough. lots of writing, loads of memorising and tons of facts and understanding to do. Projects are also piling up..up...up...UP! oh wells this is the school life in poly. hahah O levels end my torments starts. hahah. okay im abit high now, think tonight dont need to sleep liao. haha...ok i better finish my work! :)
times are tough but there is always a reason why we got to go through this,
everything happens for a reason.
our duty is just to go through this test and all the obstacles in front of us!
with faith, hope and strength, we can get by these easily yay! :)
tired yet satisfied..but again frustrated and stress out over work. oh wells like when will i not feel this way.
yesterday went to pasir ris park with friends and family...whoots...i felt really good! had loads of fun! hahah. Cheryl and daphne came along to so it was like extra de fun!
us being crazy together..hahah
hahah. actually i just found this picuture and it reminded me of someone. love you tigger!!
today was pratically wasted away. i did some work though, but the furstarting thing was the z brush! nothing much happened today so nothing to discribe. i shall go off play music now. rusty on the guitar and the keyboard. I MISSED ST NICK'S PIANO! hahah :D
waiting for our turn to present...im bored! thats all i wanna say..inong asked me to. hahah, by the way my GEMs group is very fun! :)
woohoo! today is friday means that i have already completed a week!...err..im gonna be completing a week. now in school...waiting for GEMs to start. i finished the report this morning and i finally got it printed..FINALLY. Thanks to wei wei's thumbdrive. sian now. later got presentation, after that its AVS tutorial, then send laptop to check-up and then go for training. Im tired! blah hahah. im busy abby for this week! alrightie, the strength i am given will bring me through!
grab on
hold on
clutch on tight to me-
time will fly past
everyone will run past
but i will walk with you through
just place your trust in me in me
and i will never let you go, i will never leave you alone
just trust me on this
whoa today;s test was horrendous-ly, crazily, super tough! sales letter and press release...squeezed all my brain juice out already! hahha
yesterday's training was brilliant! but tiring! ishak trained us tough, felt worked up and hyped all the way home! haha. do drills with poush-ups and lung-ges...pain ar, but good training! i can feel my muscles...say bye bye to fats. hahah. i love yesterday! Playing a 3 period game combined with the guys was great (my side was leading :)--) but i de-proved! no more stamina, i think i got to do some running every saturday with my sis! get her to do with me..heehee :) oh and i finally got the sp jacket and red shirt..yay!
later still got french..oh wells.
im happy abby for now!
:) alor voir
im sneezing every now and then..my nose runs as if there is an ON/OFF switch! i'm still contemplating whether to see doctor..i really dont want to. Oh no! ERP project due this Friday...ahem for those who wonder what it is it is Enterprise Resource Planning..haha. for those who think is road tax. heehee
anyway. time is short i got to run. :)
Time is short, Life is shorter! Run and catch that dream you have always wantedI'll give you that push you need to continue your race.....Things are pilling up up up! but hey, i told myself to be the abby i am. leave things to God and let things flow the way it should. Sometimes i think im too uptight, should just let things go and do what i can. THINK POSITIVE! hahah, my personal motto to myself. Positive attitude leads to a better person! yesh!
Have been pretty moody the past few days...mum blame it on my lack of sleep the past three nights. woosh...and time past so fast...everything seems to go by fast. I worried bout how to get things done, but hey i told myself why be so worried, just relaxed. things will go as it will go right? haha. okay im such a contrast from yesterday's mood but yupp feeling a little better.
oh and guess what...abby's first time sleeping during mass homily...oh gosh i think many ppl saw me sleeping and my sleepy face. OPPS..hahah. mum also saw, haha, opps. so tonight i got to sleep early plus school starts early tmr. sigh. school again.
ABBY THINK POSITIVE!
The times when the dark clouds rolls by and you just cant catch a glimpse of sunshine
you just got to hold on tight to yourself, pull together and stand tall
grab hold of my hand and i will never let go
the days when you look for that crack in the sky just remeber there will always be me
you just got to hold on tight to yourself and stand tall....thats all you got to do
just grab hold of my hand and i will never let go of you, never for you are my favour.
now i just got to find the music in me
i just told the children that we should be anger-free yet i get pissed at i dont know who i dont know what.....i just felt angry after today's event in church. i just felt tired and pissed. and i dont know why. i dont want to point my finger at anyone for making me angry. i think its just me, i feel like im fighting battles within myself. i know smth is right but yet i want to do the wrong thing...and i start arguing with myself. i know i should not be angry but i want to. with anger it seems at least i got my mind on the anger and not on the problems.
i have no idea what im going through. i pratically got 'whipped' by my mum and godma about my attitude saying that i did wrong about the way i did the planning and the way i carried out the children activity.
I HAD TO DO IT MYSELF! WHAT DO YOU WANT! PERFECTION?!?!?
sheesh, i hate it when i yell at myself or to the face of the computer. and i thought i got it handled and over with already...i guess it just takes time.
i dont like the feeling im feeling now
i dont like my wrongi dont like it!
but as i know it i got to hold on-
abby
