I need to write!
I need to compose!
I need to stop thinking so much about stuff/things/whatever!

Stared at my notes for the past 30mins! I'm really afraid i can't answer tmr's paper...i'm barely prepared. I'm posting right now cos i'm just Irritated for thinking too much.
I dont think i can score this term, just because of.....!!! i cannot study!I want to forget about it but it seems that this stuff/thing/whatever will appear and stop me from studying! ARGH! not that i dont like it but i need to study.

Sister is not around to let me vent out my frustration. so for now this is the outlet i can rant.

A thought:
i keep thinking...'giving is expecting nothing in return' If i give with a condition, or when i expect something back..thats not giving. I wanna give yet i just hope that at least appreciation comes back. So what is this??? No wonder someone used to say 'abby you expect too much. People are just not like you, so forget it. and stop being so nice.' Nice?? i really dont understand. If i am nice, why do i feel this way! Argh, i think too much. Need my mind to rest...after this week. after hols so busy also..driving, english O levels, tuitioning, hockey, floorball, church, music, yog and studies. I'm going to burst like that frog i read in the book. BOOM!