I just realised..I heard my mum and sister yelling at each other the night before! was too sleepy to remember it or care about it. But now that i am awake, what was it all about?

Sigh. Don;t know what to do. Sister can be so stubborn and all. time for me to shut up.

MSTs not here yet but i'm suddenly worried about English O levels. I wonder why? Project and presentation due tomorrow and i'm not done with it. I just want a break!
Play some music, compose some melody and let it hang there. thats the life i want.

sometimes i wonder why i can achieve what i want. to be a National Hockey player, to serve God in clouds, to be a great support in my family, to be with the person i love, to be the pillar of support to my good friends...the following have all failed. hahah! oh wells, move on with life right? haha. dont dwell on it. But it got me thinking, that i must have approached all the situations wrongly. i may not be able to attain some of them already but i guess i can look for an alternative or just let it go.
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